My father is a tough guy, he was 15 years old when my grandfather died, leaving his grandmother and orphans. Although he is top of the grandfather's job to the factory when the workers, but home events fall on his thin shoulders. He became a face always be scanty of words, cold, but he is very capable, start from the most basic workshop, a step by step to rise when the director, later transferred to the economic and Trade Bureau as deputy director. He gave the impression is always very cold, almost be beneath the human character.
I do not know him in the officialdom, in the unit of how people, but he told me, cold as I am not his own son, especially when he was a director, the shelf can be large, as if I was his subordinates. His lack of fatherly love since childhood, that is because my grandfather died, but he is still alive, but don't let me feel the warmth of love.
Junior high school years, my classmates and I compete, want to buy a watch, let mother with him for money, he is not to utter a single word. I am very angry. Those days I always turn to the mall and found that one of the cheapest watches, as long as 35 yuan. I don't want his money. I can still buy it. On the weekend, I will go to the factory outside the walls of the garbage pick up scrap iron. The school on the road, I always bow kicking around, even kicked out of an iron screw from the soil, or a broken piece of plastic cloth, but also to pick up, and save more to buy sell station. A piece of two, a few cents to save a few minutes, enough to save a piece of table money.
Put on a new table, I deliberately show off, demonstrations like roll up the sleeves up, the mother was surprised and asked: "where do you come from?" I didn't answer, but at his face, I long to be good, if he dare to question me, I suspect that the money unsolicited, I as soon as the volcano erupted, when I accused him of hard, did not give me father. But he just looked at my wrist, no longer silent, I suddenly like a deflated balloon.
Is this the virtue of being an official? I'm his only child. A lot of students parents are not an officer, also spoil them, I do not love what? I have to care about me, he will not force me to become a thief?